March 12, 2017

BEGINNING THIS PROJECT HAS BEEN A MAJOR RISK FOR ME. I AM NOT USED TO PUTTING MYSELF OUT TO THE PUBLIC THIS WAY. IT HAS BROUGHT AN ARRAY OF EMOTIONS AND I AM LEARNING A LOT AS I GO. LEARNING ABOUT MYSELF, ABOUT OTHERS, ABOUT THE WORLD. AND I REALIZE IT’S ALL THROUGH MY OWN PERCEPTION AND CANNOT BE LABELED FACT WHAT I AM EXPERIENCING WITH THIS PROJECT, HOWEVER IT IS MY REALITY. I AM FINDING IT SURPRISINGLY DIFFICULT TO GET PEOPLE ON BOARD WITH THE SOLUTION. I AM DISCOVERING THAT WHILE I HAVE INSECURITIES ABOUT THIS BEING PUBLIC AND POTENTIALLY HAVING IT BECOME VERY PUBLIC, THE PURPOSE OVERRIDES ANY INSECURITIES AS I KNOW IT IS FOR THE FUTURE WELLNESS OF SO MANY. I AM LEARNING A LOT ABOUT SELF-CARE AND BECOMING LESS REACTIVE WHICH IS HEALTHY. I WILL CONTINUE THIS FIGHT FOR US ALL NO MATTER WHAT OBSTACLES COME FORTH! I AM GRATEFUL FOR ALL MEMBERS OF THE FACEBOOK GROUP WHO SHOW SO MUCH LOVE AND SUPPORT AND PARTICIPATION. IT IS RESTORING MY OWN FAITH IN HUMANITY AS PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD ARE COMING TOGETHER TO SUPPORT EACH OTHER AND FIGHT FOR THE LIVES IN WHICH THEY LOVE. ITS A BEAUTIFUL THING TO WITNESS. THE RISK CONTINUES TO BE WORTH IT. THE CRITICS ARE BECOMING SMALLER AND IN SMALLER IN MY MIND. WE WILL CONTINUE TO MOVE FORWARD FOR OUR HEALTH, FOR THOSE ATTEMPTING TO HELP US AND FOR THE FUTURE.

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