Damn Hashimotos nodules and “fake joint pain”

I have a hard time writing but since last December I have had weight gain and loss. Tired as hell. My tsh would go from as low as .2 up to just a month ago 35. Now I had a total thyroidectomy in July and I have the same symptoms as before. The only thing natural that helps my pain is the gym but that can’t last for ever. My numbers can’t stabilize. I thought my whole body from the shoulders down had arthritis, but nope, just joint pain no one can see but I couldn’t get out of bed. No doctor would help but my PCP and this is not his specialty… I have to wait until July to see a new Endocrinologist and spot was made 3 months ago. It’s crap and we can’t and won’t live like this anymore.